Debby spread her legs and then looked over at me. I knew that she wanted me to eat her pussy, but I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure that I wanted to do it. I felt that Debby was attractive, but she turned me off by how hard she was hitting on me. I've never been hit on like that before, not by a man or a woman. I suppose it made me feel good, it made me feel like someone found me attractive. But, some people will say anything to get in your pants.
I've only been with a woman one time before. She was a friend of mine and we were both curious about what sex with another woman would be like. We had sex and that was the end of it. We really didn't talk much about it after it was all said and done. I liked it, I thought the sex was good. I thought she was an attractive and nice lady. But, I think she felt uncomfortable about the whole situation. To be honest, I kind of felt that way too. Maybe that is why I was having so many problems deciding if I wanted to have sex with Debby. I was attracted to Debby, but something just didn't feel right.
I wasn't at the place where I could comfortably think about sex with a woman in my mind. I have always thought women were attractive, but wanting to have sex with them is a whole different story. I do have sexual feelings for women, but I try to suppress them. I try not to think about it, I block those feelings out. I don't know why, maybe it's because it feels so wrong. It feels so dirty to think about women in a sexual way. It's hard for me to be honest with myself with this sort of thing.
I don't want to sound like I am gay, because I like men. Actually, even if I had sex with women, I would still prefer a hard dick. Men have to offer what I want, I need someone that has the qualities that a man does. Women are too soft and sexy, men are strong and powerful. I need the protection that I feel a man gives me. Also, I feel an animal like attraction to men. I feel like a wild beast when I see a naked man who is about to fuck me.
Women in my mind are more sensual and more driven by emotions. I noticed that when I had sex with a woman, she had sex with my mind. She did everything that she could to turn me on mentally.
Where as a man tries to turn me on physically. Men think that sexually we are aroused like they are, by seeing and feeling things. That is one reason why sex with a woman is good in my opinion, because they work your mind. Though, if I wanted that all the time, I would just masturbate more often. I can do those same things to myself.
"What's the hold up?" Debby said as she looked down at her pussy.
I wasn't sure what the hold up really was. I guess it was because I really wasn't sure about having sex with her. I should say that I was sure that I wanted to have sex, but I wasn't sure if I could do it. I looked at her crotch and I thought about it some more. She was wearing tight pants and I could tell she wasn't wearing any panties. She had a slight camel toe in the crotch of her pants. Her pussy looked nice, at least what I could see of it did. Not to mention a nice pair of tits, they were great. I could tell that she was dressed for sex, because her tits were almost falling out of that white tank top.
"Have you ever been with a woman?" Debby asked.
"I did it once," I replied.
"Did you like it?" She asked.
"Yes I did," I nervously replied.
"Do you find me attractive? Do you want to have sex with me? If not, I will leave you alone." Debby said as she looked over at me.
I wanted to do it, I really did. I wanted to tell her to take off her pants and let me eat her pussy. But, I was still a little nervous, a little shy. I kept telling myself that I wanted to have sex with her, but I just had to get over this hump.
"I'll do it!" I blurted out.
"Are you sure?" Debby asked with a smile.
"Yes I am!" I said as I moved over next to her.
I put my hand on her tit and she looked shocked. I don't know if she thought that I would go through with this or not. I don't know if she has ever been with a woman before. Though, by the way she was coming on to me, I would guess she has.
"Have you ever been with a woman before?" I asked.
"Yes I have." Debby said with a nervous grin.
We went to my bedroom, where I felt we could do this more easily. I laid her down and told her to take off all of her clothes. She did, though she wasn't really wearing much clothing. She was only wearing a pair of pants and a tank top. I was wearing a lot more clothes, but no need to go through all of that. I was cold so I put on an extra sweater. I'm a tight wad when it comes to money, so I wear sweaters instead of turning up the heat.
Debby laid down on my pillow and watched me undress. I kept looking at her and thinking about what I was going to do to her. I don't know why I was taking the leading role, I would have thought that Debby would have done it. She is the one that seemed to want me so bad. Though, maybe I was being so forceful that she didn't have a choice. It didn't matter to me, but I did want to please her right away.
"What are you going to do to me?" Debby said with a big smile.
"Well, you'll just have to wait and see," I said as I took my bra off.
After taking off all of my clothes, I laid on top of her. I ran my fingers through her sandy blond hair. Every now and then she would look up and see what I was doing. I gave her a long wet his and I felt her body buckle underneath me. I knew she was wanting me bad now. It was only a matter of time before she would beg me for it. I kissed her again, this time feeling up her left breast. I knew that I was doing it right because she was breathing heavily.
I slid down her chest and put my face in between her tits. She looked down at me and I gave her a smile. I really wished that she would close her eyes, that way I wouldn't feel like she was staring at me. All I wanted to do was make her happy, make her feel good. I didn't feel like I could do that if she kept looking at me. I put one of her nipples in my mouth and I sucked it. As I sucked on her nipple, I ran my hand up and down her cleavage. All the time that I was doing this, Debby was moaning. I knew she was in pure delight.
I put her other nipple in my mouth and sucked on it. Debby took her hand and forced my head into her tit. I don't know why she did this, maybe she got too worked up or caught in the moment. I sucked harder and harder on her nipple and she seemed to love it. I sucked on it much harder than I would have liked my nipple to be sucked. But, she seemed to enjoy every single second of it.
"You're making me so fucking hot!" Debby said as I continued to play with her nipple.
I took this as a cue to go down on her. I looked up at Debby and I started kissing her cleavage. I kissed her all the way down to her pussy. Her pussy was completely shaven, unlike mine I have to say. I like to trim mine, but I don't shave it all the way. Her pussy was smooth, like she had just shaved it. She might have shaved it just for me, who knows. I rubbed her pussy with my hand as I kissed her thighs. As I kissed her thighs, I could feel her getting more and more turned on. I knew I had her in the palm of my hand, It was up to me what to do next.
I slowly licked her slit up and down. As I did this, Debby let out little moans. Every time she would moan, it would turn me on.
I love hearing a woman moan, it really fucking gets me going. I would drag my tongue over her clit, then I would go down the rest of her slit. I did this to tease her, to make her want it so bad she couldn't stand it. I then slowly flicked my tongue against her clit, not too fast, but not too slow. Just fast enough to stimulate her down there.
